Even if your existence is only important for one reason-- [Something she can identify with actually.]-- it doesn't mean you can't pick up other reasons, no matter how small or seemingly insignificant along the way.
... [ He actually doesn't know what to say to that. If this has been when he had first arrived, he would have dismissed it easily. But too much has happened, too many relationships forged (too many mistakes he's made) for him to just push it aside.
Eventually he mumbles:]
Everything is too complicated here, at home I knew who I was.
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She doesn't want Yoite to think she's poisoning him or anything weird? No one can see her eating like this anyways.]
Good?
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It smells good. [ A beat.] I wish I could taste it.
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You've really had a pretty rough time your entire life. [From everything he's told her.]
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Don't feel bad for me, I chose this. [ "I chose to kill myself in this way."]
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I don't. I made a promise to someone, and I can't die until it's fulfilled.
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I'm glad.
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Why?
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[Maybe it was always doomed to be painful and short but.]
I'm glad I got to meet you at least.
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My life is only good for one thing. [And he sighs.]
I wish you wouldn't be. [ "And if I have my way, you won't remember."]
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Eventually he mumbles:]
Everything is too complicated here, at home I knew who I was.